Right now my mind shifts to who am I and why am I here? How much pleasure do I experience when I am helping others find themselves? How does it vary from when I am helping my self, working for myself in full knowledge and complete knowing, experiencing the power of manifestation and creating for myself.
For the past three years, I have been on a 100% conscious quest for all these answers. The last three months I went through excruciatingly painful changes in everything I knew and believed in and now I know that I am there, where all these questions brought to me, almost to the land where there is the vastness of ocean in front of me and the skies above and the air in between.
I know that I must choose, either to fly or to swim and either one of these choices will lead me to the horizon, the new frontier, a future I am creating by my choices and decisions. Isn’t that the best way to predict the future by creating one? Gandhiji said “Be the future you want to see.”
Yesterday I was enjoying my lunch with a couple of my friends and they said “Sharmila don’t build a wall so high, you will be lonely.” I told them I do not want to hurt and so Paula said “allright! At least have a gate in it too.” Right now I wonder if the caterpillar built a cocoon with a hole in it, would she emerge into the precious butterfly, a magnificent being spreading radiant joy and beauty all around her.
For me right now, I do not have the luxury to have a gate in my wall. I feel safe within my walls. This is where I spend time with my loved ones, my children, my family. This is where I build my enterprise from and expand out of. But action out of inaction is effective, efficient and easy.
So when does it all lead to and end in. Where do we go from here? Where do we begin? Where does it all end? Everything is exists here and now. Sacred Space in Sacred Time.
Until we cross paths …. Wishing you radiant joy and health!
Love & Light!
Sharmila Murthy,
Life Path Guide
805-275-2289
lifepathguidance@yahoo.com
